"I want the deepest, darkest, sickest
parts of you that you are afraid to share
with anyone because I love you
So i’m on day two of no bread, pasta, starches in general. I must say that i really didn’t realize how much bread and whatever I ate. Dear god. It’s weird having to think about what I’m going to eat now. But that’s a good thing though. I’m doing insanity twice a day just like last time. I love doing it so much. But i’m so out of shape. dear god. I can’t wait until progress starts showing. I know i can’t rush it. But i’m just tired of feeling so disgusting and not being able to look at myself in the mirror. or even take pictures of myself. bleh.
probably the best decision I’ve made in my whole life. :)